January 18, 2011

A Spiral

Thorzine, Moban,
Closoril, what
a physical thrill.
Ambien, Lunesta,
Ativan, a sleep
managed by man.
Luvox, Effexor,
Welbutrin, the
doctor’s guess
as good as mine.
Lithium, Depakote,
Tegratol, am I
rock steady yet?
Serequel, Zyprexa,
Risperadol,  I’m
400lbs. but I’m
not hallucinating.
Methadone, Morpheine,
Oxy, opiates that increase
The pain, mental.
I’ve taken more meds
than this in my lifetime.
I’m still insane and
searching for the right
med.

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